A week ago, I released my single “Too Old (For This Sh*t)!

In just seven days, the song has passed 1,600 streams, been added to over 100 playlists, landed lots of press, a couple of radio spins and sparked messages from people who felt seen by it.

As an independent artist, those moments never stop feeling surreal. Each listen, each add, each note of encouragement is a reminder that these songs don’t just live on my hard drive anymore; they’re out there, doing their own thing.

This track is the second release from my upcoming album and it feels especially meaningful to be sharing it right now. “Too Old (For This Sh*t)” came from a place of reflecting on age, expectations and the quiet (or not-so-quiet) pressure to follow a prescribed version of adulthood. Somewhere along the way, we’re taught there’s a right timeline, a correct sequence and a narrow definition of what it means to be “grown up.”

I don’t really buy that.

For me, this song is about choosing joy and humour as we age. It’s about releasing the idea that we’ve missed the boat, or that there’s something wrong with taking a different route. Adulthood doesn’t have to look the same for everyone and it certainly doesn’t have to be joyless. We get to decide what matters, what we’re done tolerating and what we want more of.

If you’ve been listening and enjoying the song, thank you. Truly. And if you’re ever looking for a way to support my music beyond listening, following me on Spotify, adding the song to your library or including it on a playlist makes a real difference. Those small actions help tell the internet that this music is worth sharing more widely.

I’m incredibly grateful for the response so far and very excited for what’s still to come.

Here’s to aging with humour, agency and a little bit of defiance!

I’m turning 40 this year!

To celebrate, I’m releasing my first EVER album called Pushing 40. And tomorrow, I’m sharing the next single from it, a song called “Too Old For This Shit.”

It would feel disingenuous not to talk about why this music is coming out now.

A lot of my friends are in a similar place. Same age, same conversations. We keep circling the same themes: how different things feel, how the stuff that used to fill our cups doesn’t always anymore, how much of our lives were spent striving and proving and hustling, until one day you pause and think, huh. I think I’ve done it. I think I’ve proven myself.

So what’s next?

The last decade of my life has been full in really meaningful ways. Busy. Creative. Layered. I’ve worn a lot of different hats (often all at the same time) and for a long time I genuinely prided myself on being able to switch between them quickly and competently.

Lately, though, I’ve been feeling the cost of that constant switching. The mental exhaustion of taking one hat off, putting another on and moving straight into the next thing without much space in between. What once felt energizing has started to feel heavy.

At the same time, the things that bring me joy now are surprisingly simple.
Cooking meals at home.
Doing yard work.
Going for walks with my dog.

That’s brought up some uncomfortable questions.
What does it mean if I’m satisfied with less?
Who am I if I’m not always pushing?

Going into this year, I knew I wanted to buy myself some space. A little room to breathe. And while things have been quieter on the outside the last couple of months, I’ve noticed how loud my inner critics can get when there’s less distraction. Telling me I’m not doing enough. Not being enough. That something must be wrong if things feel different.

Underneath that critical voice, though, there’s another one I’m starting to hear more clearly. A steadier, wiser voice. Maybe that’s the 40-year-old. It keeps saying the same thing: be kind to yourself.

That’s the work for me right now. Learning how to be kinder to myself; not as a cliché, but as a practice. Because I really believe that kindness creates space. For creativity. For others. For noticing what’s already here.

Letting it be enough to wake up in the morning and hear the birds.

I don’t feel the same urgency anymore to prove something or make a name at all costs. In many ways, I think I’ve already proven what I needed to prove to myself. What feels next is quieter, slower, and maybe braver.

This song lives inside all of that.
It’s not about giving up.
It’s about letting go of what no longer fits.

If any of this resonates, I’m glad you’re here.

Tomorrow, I’ll share “Too Old For This Shit.”
It’s a singalong anthem for the (middle) ages and I hope it becomes a soundtrack for the months to come!

It’s a banger; you’ve been warned!

The past two weeks have been record-breaking for my new song, “Really Really Really.” 🎉

After I shared a reel last weekend, wondering aloud whether there’s still space in the music industry for a sober, middle-aged Canadian who started late, something amazing happened; people showed up.

Not just with streams and shares (though, wow, thank you!), but with stories. So many of you opened up about your own creative pursuits, your late-in-life pivots, and the courage it takes to start something new when the world tells you it’s “too late.”

Reading your messages reminded me why I make music in the first place.
Because art, at its best, connects us; not through perfection, but through honesty.

It can feel scary, vulnerable, even a little cringey to chase your dreams in public. But sharing both the highs and the lows has helped me feel closer to my community and to my art.

So to everyone who’s listened, shared or simply taken the time to reach out: thank you.
Whether you’ve been following along from the start or you just discovered the song, your support means the world.

In a world full of noise and endless choices, the fact that anyone chose to listen to Really Really Really is nothing short of incredible. 💛

I’m honestly blown away by the organic response to this song — produced by my talented pals, Hawksley Workman and Tristan Konkle!

Earlier this week, I put a call out asking folks to stream the track with the humble goal of reaching 1,000 plays by Friday.

Well… we’ve nearly doubled that! As of today, “Really Really Really” has 1,878 streams and that number seems to be climbing by the minute.

To everyone who’s taken the time to listen — and especially those of you who have it on repeat (you know who you are!) — thank you from the bottom of my heart. Your support means more than I can say.

This is just the beginning. We’ve only just started sharing this tune with the world, and I know it’s got a long, beautiful life ahead. I’m so grateful you’re here to celebrate its birth with me and I can’t wait to share more of its journey (and more music!) very soon.

Much love,
Ellie 💛

When I first wrote Really Really Really, I wanted to capture that rush of joy you feel when you first fall for someone; the kind of love that feels a little dizzy, a little funny and a lot like sunshine.

Now that it’s out in the world, I’ve been blown away by the support so far. The streams, the messages, and the kind words; every bit of it matters and fills me up.

Here’s something not everyone knows: those tiny interactions- a “follow,” a “save,” or adding the song to a playlist- actually help Spotify’s algorithm share it with more listeners.

That means you have the power to help it grow beyond my own circle.

So if you’ve been meaning to check it out (or if you’ve already listened and want to do a little extra to help), here’s how you can support this song right now:

It might not seem like much, but it makes a world of difference for independent artists like me.

This song is bright, hopeful and full of love and I’d really, really, really love for it to find as many ears as possible.

🎧 Listen on Spotify

When I sat down to write “Really Really Really,” I wanted to capture that electric feeling of falling in love; the butterflies, the excitement, the joy of realizing that something special has begun.

It’s the kind of song you can sing along to in your car with the windows down, dance to while you clean or belt out in the shower just because it feels good. It’s melodic pop with a big heart and I’m really really really proud of it.

Working with Hawksley Workman and Tristan Konkle brought this song to life in such a beautiful way. They added layers of sound and little musical surprises that make my ears happy every time I listen. Their creativity, musicianship and joy deepened the meaning of this song for me.

Now that it’s out in the world, I’d love your help getting it heard!
If you can, please:


🎧 Follow me on Spotify (or your favourite streaming platform)
💛 Add Really Really Really to your library or your go-to “feel good” playlist
🔁 Play it through from start to finish

Those small actions really do help independent artists like me reach more listeners and I’m endlessly grateful for that support.

If streaming isn’t your thing, send me a note and I’ll share a private download link. I just want everyone to have access to this little boost of positive energy, because we could all use a bit more of that these days.

Thank you, as always, for listening and for helping me share the joy.

Much love,
Ellie

Hey, I am chomping at the bit to share my new music with you!

My next single, Really Really Really, is pure feel good energy! I celebrate every time I hear it!

I can see folks singing along to it in their cars with the windows down. 

I can see dance parties breaking out. 

It feels like a good one to belt out in the shower!

Lately, I’ve been reflecting on my experiences as an artist; the stages one goes through in sharing their work with the public. 

In the early stages of sharing my music, I often experienced ‘embarrassment shivers’; I wanted to hide out until people had their reactions, good or bad. There’s a part of me that wanted to buffer myself and hide, which is funny because sharing art is all about vulnerability and self exposition. 

I experienced this with my solo show, Fake n’ Bake. The first summer I produced and performed the show, I had a really hard time greeting friends and folks in the audience afterwards. I felt very exposed and awkward. 

As time went on, I grew into the work and the nerves turned into confidence and pride. I realized how my art connected with people and as a result, I started to own what I had created.

With this new music, something has shifted.

Instead of nervousness, there’s an enthusiasm and excitement percolating that feels really energizing, empowering and thrilling. 

Really Really Really releases in 2 weeks time, on Friday, October 24!

The song was produced by the legendary, Hawksley Workman and Tristan Konkle and the vibes are OFF THE CHAIN! 

If you want to get an update the day the song releases, make sure you’re following me on Spotify or wherever you stream. ☺️ You can pre-save the tune here.

This next chapter of my musical journey feels different and I can’t wait for you to hear it. 💛

I’ve been holding onto some exciting news and I can finally share it; my debut single Really Really Really is officially on the way! 🎉

This tune was produced by Hawksley Workman and Tristan Konkle with instrumentals by these talented powerhouses.

I wrote it about meeting my partner and the song encapsulates those butterfly feelings of falling in love, by first noticing how much you really really really really like someone.

I hope that you’ll head to the pre-save link and get this song loaded and ready to go for its release on October 24.

It would mean the world to me to have you listen in and dance along.

The song is made to summon those heartwarming giddy feelings of a crush, and the autumn is the perfect time to inject some fire and fun into your playlist and life!

Here’s the link to pre-save!

Can’t wait to share what we created this summer with you!

COMING OCTOBER 24! SAVE THE DATE!

It’s hard to believe it’s already been a year since I released Better Off into the world.

This song has always been about stepping into something new, finding the courage to move forward into better situations. And now, 12 months later, I can honestly say: I’m even better off than when this track first dropped! Life is taking off in ways I never imagined and I’m so grateful you’ve been along for the ride.

To celebrate the anniversary, I’ve re-released the original Better Off music video in a new vertical format, perfect for phones and reels. It was directed by the amazing Mike Robertson (@rikemobertson), and features Larissa Poho(@larissapoho) and Lucy, the Great Dane. The video is full of Edmonton landmarks that you may recognize!

If you haven’t added this track to your Summer 2025 playlist yet, now’s the time. A year later, it still hits.

Meanwhile, something new is brewing…

I just returned from a co-writing trip in Peterborough, where I had the absolute honour of working with the incomparable Hawksley Workman (@hawksleyworkman). We spent the week developing new material for my upcoming album and the creativity was flowing!

We were joined by Tristan Konkle (@tristanpjjkonkle) of Tapes in Motion, who will be helping record and mix the album this summer. And that’s not all — I also had the pleasure of co-writing with some incredibly talented artists including Skye Wallace (@skyewallacemusic), Van Camp (@vancamp.music) and the amazing Colleen Brown(@colleenbrownmusic) back home in Edmonton.

Creating music with these folks has been a dream and I can’t wait to share what we’ve been making. For now, I’m soaking up all the inspiration and momentum.

Thanks for being here,

Ellie

Three years ago, I released my very first single into the world- High Wire

I produced and recorded it with my dad, paid for most of it out of pocket and paired it with a music video. 

I remember how scared I was to share it. Fittingly, the song was about fear.

Since then, my music journey has been full of unknowns. I’ve taken risks, tried new things and embraced what it means to feel new

Lately, that newness feels less intimidating and more like a doorway to inspiration, to connection and most of all, to new music.

Next week, I’m heading into some exciting writing sessions with some seriously talented folks (can’t wait to share more about that soon!). 

Before I go, I wanted to share a clip of where it all began- the song that helped me feel brave enough to start.

Three years later, I’m still breathing deep and taking it one step at a time.

Here’s High Wire, my first ever song and music video. Definitely not my last. 

I’m really excited to share what’s to come with all of you. 

In the meantime, thanks for being here for the journey!